The World Through Gabriel

Being sober is a good thing, for the most part. I have never been so clear headed. It used to be difficult for me to ever be content with life while I was sober because i was so infrequently. Every day i would wake up in a cloud. Smoking weed for as long as I did, did more harm than good. It ruined relationships with members of my family, my friends, and girls. It came between me and school, and most importantly reality. I’m happy that haven’t fallen back into that habitual life style of checking out from reality via consumption. However, it sucks that I don’t enjoy those things anymore. Sometimes I just wish that I could have a substance to help me escape every now and again. But for now, I’ll just cope. Sober.